If God told me years back that I'd be where I am now, I'm sorry, Lord, but I would have called you a liar. Now, I know You can't lie. Now, I know You are faithful. Now, I know You LOVE me. Now, I am more trusting of Your words even when they don’t seem to make sense. All I can say is this: stop allowing any and every one to teach you God. Seek God. Ask God yourself. If you are like many others at this time, you have not gotten here yet. Please know God created you for a purpose, He loves you, and He has definitely NOT forgotten you. There is an appointed time for all things under the sun (Ecclesiastes 3).